(mother)

Hi how are you? lol

i didnt come here loooooong time lol

mmmmmmmmmmmm sory lol


its long story if i explain why.

most important thing is my mother got cancer.

She operates twice, and cancer has relapsed in March this year. It is the 3 times.


you know that was so bad situation for my family. It was realy serious.

The doctor was already too late, and said to her that he or she could do
nothing but already wait for the death.


so we strongly recommended the more big hospital to be changed into her.

then, the current state has recovered. i hope.

However, she is treating by going regularly to hospital now. The doctor said that he or she would not progress mother's cancer though it did not recover.

its ok.
its better than before.

( far friend )

hi it is no probrem that yesterday's blog. lol

all things be okey! just i thought too much! so im fine!

anyway, my friend come to japan at 5th feb from usa.

so im soo soooo exiting now. i cant wait that special day

he is my friend on net.

yeah, just like penpal from last year.

we keep in touch till now.

we are so good friend i think.

and near age we are. little bit im older than him.

then, he will stay in my house 3 weeks.

yeah, i cant belive this situation lol.

but i dont worry about him. i know who is he.

he is so sweet and gentle.

maybe we go to tomple, amusment park, tokyo disny land or some nice place.

ahhhhhhh i cant wait! lol

it will be so nice and happy and funny days lol adn i hope so.

he come from neworlins airport to narita airport.

he have to ride on airplain for 12 hour lol

he will take off morning 4th feb, then he will reach in japan 15:30 5th. lol

poor him lol

 

( sad )

awww

im sad little bit.

not it surely that happen.

i told you what good happen will come to me.

but perhaps, that plan will break.....

i was realy realy waitting for that special day comes me.

sooooooooooooo sad!

if it dont dream come true...

cry cry cry....


 bbbbuuuttttt

i mean it not sure.

perhaps, no prob, or prob.

so i hope wish pray for every things be okey...

( Request )

i will tell you if you ask me who want to know how

to write by "Chinese character" or "Jpananese Character"


anyhow, i will able to spend nice days in near future.

i dont tell you yet. lol

but i will tell you if that came turue.

ahhhh i cant wait !!

well, i bought digital camera yesterday to that special days.

it camera is so nice.

i like it. he he he

( ceiling )

The ceiling in the closet broke today.

i cant belive that! lol

i was cleaned my closet today.

The ceiling seems to peel off and to have fallen when the

cardboard between the shelf and the ceiling is moved. 

i got realy suprise!

i thought its fall down to me!!!

but i hold up ceiling! lol

so quickly! lol

then, i put back cardboard to support the ceiling,,,,

after, i called real estate, and then they fix that prob.

so im okey....lol
  

( hair . eyes )

i think it is amaging what hair, eyes color.

there are a lot of races are in the world.

it is beautiful much color.

black, white, yellow skin.

black, blown, green, blue, glay eyes.

what a beautiful.

what kind of your natural hair color and eyes color?

i have blown eyes and black very straight hair.

but the color of the hair has been changed blown.

( TATTO )

i feel so bad today.....

because

i went to gym today....

and i had a swim, and athretic gym.

it was so fun. i like sports.

then i t tried to join the gym.

mean i will get member in that !

BUTTTTTTTTTTTT

i couldont belong to that gym!!!!!!!!!!!!

sooooooooooooo sad!!!!!!!

do you know why i cant belong to member of gym?

cuz TATTOO

i have tatto. it is so cool!

but japan culture cant forgive tatto.

like pool, onsen, and some can see skin things.

so i couldnt join....unbelivable!!!!!!!!!

japan is so stupid!!!! old thinking!!!!!!!

i dont like such a japan.

there are many people who has tattoo!

femous acter, actress, sportsman, sportswoman too!!!

but maybe they can joint. cuz just femous men.

its is so nonsence!!!!!!!!!!

do you think so??????


and tell me how about your country what like this things.

ahh... feel so so soso bad and so sad.... mad...... 

( Schedule )

i have planning.

it is so special for me.

it will come true when that first week in Augst.

you want to know what is that?

hee hee hee

Parhaps, my far friend come to japan by trip.

it is sooooo nice!!!

we met on web. and then, we were keep in touch on net.

like penpal.

then, he will come to here! so nice!

maybe he stay my home few days or 1week. or more.

and  There is a day of the fireworks festival in of the day when he stays.

so nice! and it is femous festival in tokyo.

aaaaaaaahhh i cant waitting for that days come.

he will come from Louisiana usa

SO FAR lol

and i have plan also.

im going to visit to niagara falls.

andthen, It is thought that it stops by louisiana if I visit the waterfall.

i dont know that first plan will break or not.

but im okey.

my plan is not break. im sure that im go niagara.
 

( study )

i study english all day.

then, I also memorized one new word.

"ex"

i knew that word.

It had been thought up to now that it was a meaning "another" or "outside".

because The translation machine said so....

so i understanded that mean!

sometimes i thought friend said strange word.

like this

" my ex-girlfriend is..."

" my ex-boy is..."

i can understanded that ( but it was wrong mean lol)

but i confused when my friend said " my ex-wife is.... "

EX-WIFE ?!?!

i thought that mean is "my another wife is... " lol

so i cant belive what he did it.

but i got rigt meaning! it is "Person who had associated before"

i cant explain mean "ex" ! but i understand that mean realy.

english is interesting lol

and i dont know a word one more now.

i have a friend in here (in this blog site)

sometimes i saw that word

" imao"

what is IMAO!!!! lol

i guess maybe meaning "yes" "no" or "nice" maybe lol

or i wonder it is not english...lol

( early )

How early it is that time passes!

The vacation has already ended !!

I again will be work from tomorrow.

unbelivable !!

i wanna more rest ! i wanna more sleep !!

awwwww...... i cant stop time is passes,,,, lol

So, i spent happy time with the lover before.

but you know However, only emptiness remained in my mind.

I do not want to meet him in reality.

However, man who says wanting meet me cannot be refused.

because still i love him... parhaps it is like.

but i dont know which is ....

Anything doesn't arise there even if I meet him.

ahh... life is difficult...

anyway, usual every day starts.